Once again, continuing with this one week theory. Happy belated Valentines Day...strange huh? Me actually saying "Happy Valentines Day." Even though I was feeling pretty lonely for the past little bit, I actually felt somewhat lighthearted on Valentines Day, with the exception of the 3 hour literacy test. Just glad to be alive and well, while my friends found happiness in others. Can't stress how good I really felt. I woke up that day, thinking to myself to grumble and grudge thigs of the past and then I thought: What's the point? There really is no use in living in the absolute past. Just be happy with the way things are and you'll be all right. Euchre is now a natural part of life - for the seven of us. Thank God for the basement and all those who dwell below...'cept those fucking niners.

On with the rest of the world. A new campaign dawns...i feel it's going to be a hell of a long one. Only to get stuck as a goddamn tree-hugger. Why don't I screw a plant while I'm at it? Nah...not that bad. I'm just bitching cause by potential just went down the crapper. School's a little better now. Regardless of the fact that I did little to no work in the past week, I think I'm doing okay. Now DI...there's the problem. Jeff just can't shut the fuck up, and we cna't get a single better than decent idea. Hope it works out. The hall is a sanctuary in school, which is a prison...and inside is the paradise of my mind. Reminds me. If anyone is actually reading this why not visit my new site http://loss_of_me.tripod.com/loss_of_me/ ..to learn a little more about the aspects of my life...if you care one little bit. Even though it's not a real song, my song of the week is "Final Fantasy IX - Loss of Me". Till next week...

So yeah...I've decided to do this only once a week. Would otherwise take up too much time, and with a pathetically boring life like mine, nothing significant happens on a daily basis anyways. Pretty much another very uninteresting week...yeah. Boring shit. Man alive, this school is eating me up. No matter how much work I (think I) do, there always seems to be stacks more. I am doing honest work aren't I? Psshhh...not even a question anymore. I really am doing honest work. Now, enough about school. It only depresses me...like there isn't enough in this world that does that job.

We finally finished the adventure for D&D...that is some really good stuff. Even though there was no goddamn explanation of how two new characters arrived..hahahaha. Still, it was probably the best adventure I've played...haven't played too many either. Actually, in retrospect, this wasn't such a terrible week. Even though Jeff was sick most of the week, it still was alright. Finally finished Fushigi Yuugi today, and it was a "sweet" ending. A little cheesy, but a pretty good way to end the series.

I've already given up. Given up on HER and on her. Ahh..they're better off without this trashbag. In all seriousness, I'm not so grim and desolate as usual. Besides the fact we've practically lost the entire Destination Imagination team, school is screwing me over and I can't muster up the courage to do anyhting, I'm pretty happy. My music and my friends just playing euchre in the hall is enough to make me happy. The song I really chilled with this week was Sorrow by Bad Religion. And the question I have circulating in my head is - Where and what is utopia for me?

Sorry if I keep stealing other people's pictures...they'll have to do until me, myself and I get Photoshop.